Jennifer

Husband and I , we are struggling with our minds. Having intrusive thoughts, nightmares, anxiety, overall spiritual warefare. Prayers for the mind and for all evil spirits to leave us alone. Including our marriage that has suffered greatly from our mental distresses. Please pray for total and complete healing over our minds and marriage….in Jesus mighty name

Received: November 17, 2024

Mario R. Villaverde

I have been asking for prayers for my marriage now for over a month or more.

I can’t and won’t give up believing on my God who is able resurrect and restore a marriage that is worth saving.

Please continue to pray for my wife and I (Mario and Rhonda) thank you.

Received: November 17, 2024

Brendan

Please stand with me for the miracle I desperately need. I am absolutely broken and in a very low place. I need God's mercy, loving kindness, tender mercies and complete deliverance, healing, restoration. I was born a eunuch (physically) and there's a self hatred within me that I want to be set free from. I was rejected by my mum, dad, siblings, family and people throughout my life. When I would walk down the street, people would yell out things like "Hey Brenda!" Or "Hey Poofter!" Or "You're a sissy". I would be chased and man handled, often being threatened to be bashed. My younger brother once yelled at me "you know everyone in this town thinks you're gay!". I've recently hit rock bottom and fallen in the area of sexual sin (pornography and phone sex), gambling (pokie machines) and drinking alcohol (experiencing drunkenness) to self medicate. It grieves me that I have betrayed Jesus in this way and been so unfaithful to Him. I'm from a non Christian family and I was radically saved when I heard the voice of God from the sky at nightime on a beach tell me "I love you." I heard Him tell me, but ever since that moment there has been a war on for me to actually receive and walk in the love of Abba Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit. I found out that my pastor / spiritual mentor, who I had been serving under in the church I was planted in after my conversion, was faking having a terminal illness to cover up his double life of sexual sin. At the same time as this happened, my baby sister (who was my best mate and the only one in my family that I ever led to the Lord) was diagnosed with a real incurable illness and she passed. It broke me in a way I can't describe, and I backslid. I was so hurt and in so much pain, feeling rejected and abandoned by God, that I closed my heart to Him. The fall was swift. I was handed over to deception, because of pride. I stopped living in the Spirit and began to instantly walk in the flesh because of all the trauma, abuse and pain from what happened in church (alongside my childhood). I began to worship what He created rather than Him as my creator and I started living in a homosexual lifestyle. It nearly destroyed my life. I lost my mind, had a complete nervous breakdown and began prostituting myself to fund my drug, alcohol and gambling addiction that I developed to self medicate from all the trauma, abuse and pain. I overdosed and was in and out of psych hospitals / rehab 7 times. God in His grace rescued me from the pit of destruction and ran to me with open arms as His prodigal son. But I have struggled to receive His love (there is something demonic oppressing me that I feel prevents it). As a result, I keep falling in the areas I have mentioned that God wants to heal and set me free from. I really struggle with the shame of being a eunuch. It disgusts me personally and confuses me. So much so, that I confess I have previously created an idol of a phallus to feel more like a man, but that just exposed me to more demons. I have repented of that and destroyed it. Not having that fully as a biologically male has seen me face rejection my entire life. The first time I was suicidal was at the age of 5, the abuse was so bad. My struggle is that in Genesis God created man and woman in His image to come together as one and procreate. Being a eunuch devastates me and I continually repent to God for any pride I have for feeling rejected by Him for having been created this way and suffering so much pain as a result of "being different". But I am so ashamed of my physical body. It hurts. To put everything on the table, I grew up without my Dad who recently shared that he has been diagnosed with NPD (narcissistic personality disorder) and that he has never loved anyone. He has gone as far as to say he doesn't feel anything. My Mum was very controlling, manipulative and in her own words "not available emotionally". When I was young, my Mum would take me to the doctor and coached me to say there was something wrong with me. I would then be admitted to hospital for a medical procedure, where they found nothing. I always felt incredibly rejected by both my parents, family and everyone around me. In my life, no matter what I have done to honour my parents or show them love as their eldest son, they find something to be upset with or disappointed with me in. None of my other siblings are treated like this. Shortly after my Dad left my Mum with four kids on her own under the age of 10, I was incestually sexually abused by a male cousin when I was a young boy. I never told anyone out of fear. When I got the courage as a born again believer to confess this to my parents, my Mum's response was that she didn't believe it ever happened and my Dad's response was he wasn't surprised. When I asked why, he said that he was aware that kind of abuse was going on in my mums side of the family, but it was never openly talked about (he shared this with no emotion). Both their responses hurt. I just want to know who I am in Christ, why I am here and to be healed from all the rejection I feel personally within myself towards God for being born a eunuch, from my parents / family, and be able to receive His love and be completely healed to love others and draw them to Him. My heart is for evangelism and souls, and I don't want to delay God's purpose and plan for my life for His glory any longer. Would you please stand with me and pray for my life? I need divine intervention because I'm broken, lonely, in isolation and not in fellowship when I want to be. Thank you and God bless you.

Received: November 17, 2024

Anonymous

Save my daughter from homosexuality and the world, flesh and the devil. Destroy this group of people who follow and track her. Destroy these evil filled people. Kill their ability to text and send threats.

Received: November 17, 2024

DUSE

THE LORD JESUS TOLD US NEVER GIVE UP TO ASK IN HIS NAME SO I COME TO ASK FOR MY EYES COMPLETE HEALING AND NO SURGERY.

Received: November 16, 2024